First Blog/Why I’m Doing this
Me as a child
Honestly, this has been an idea I’ve had for a while now. I’m tired of lifestyle gurus telling me what I should and shouldn’t do. Instead, I want to create a platform where I can share my daily life and possibly have people follow along the journey. It’s strange how I have all these ideas and once it comes to putting work into them… my mind goes blank. I lose my train of thought. Also, apologies if my writing sucks, or if I don’t use big enough words. I’m sick of reading posts with these long ass complicated words that make zero sense to me. Like, why make the reader stop and take time to look up some word? Anyways, enough yapping. Let me get into my first post.
First of all, accounting exams are pretty hard when my teacher shakes off the mistakes she makes in her teaching. I know I’m not the only one who rolls their eyes when she shuts down questions or tells us to “just skip it”. How am I supposed to learn? I know community college is about getting your credits done and eventually moving on to a four year big school, but still. I kinda wanna make sure what I am learning is correct. I swear I blew my exam today because I still don’t understand her wording in the assignments, but it is what it is, I guess.
I worry so much for my generation. We have GPT AI to do everything for us. Nothing is authentic anymore. One thing I realized about all the YouTube I watch is that they’re all built with the same script. They give off some fact about something, then have to add the reactions of 3 other people, then get to the point. Weird huh? Next time, watch an NBA history video and listen for it. Nine times out of ten, you'll hear it all in the same format. Even my schooling is like 80% GPT. I know every single one of you has used ChatGPT for your essays. Teachers say they check, and I don’t buy it, but the inner anxiety in me runs it through 2 different AI checkers to make sure it stays under 30% AI. One thing that I can promise you all is that I won’t ever AI my posts. These will be real human words that have formed in my brain, which then send signals to my fingers to type.
Recently, I’ve been listening to Sullivan King. I started listening maybe a day ago. Dude is super talented and makes the best music for the gym. Speaking of the gym, I will (hopefully) start going back to the gym this week. I went yesterday, still have some of my old gym strength, but definitely not the same endurance anymore. I hope to update you all on that as well. I’ve taken up golf recently. I go to Top Golf about 2-3 times a week. Thank you to my bosses at work for providing me with that platinum membership hehehe. Had some workers come up to me and say I was pretty good, guess I’m better than the majority of people who come to Top Golf to play… cough cough nerdy tech bros. With my 5’8” 140 140-pound frame, I can hit the 7 iron about 120 carry average. Not too bad, I guess. Still working on it, and I will constantly talk about my golf journey in this blog.
I’d say my happiness is pretty mellow; my anxiety, on the other hand, is practically gone. I used to have pretty extreme anxiety, hair-pulling, insomnia, and chronic worrying used to plague my existence. Now, I kinda do what I want. I’m happy with what I have, and I am grateful for the life I get to live. I have found more appreciation in being nice and friendly with people. I never thought that making new friends was the cure to being lonely. If you’re lonely, try to make some friends. If you can’t, then you can always email me for someone to talk to. I will say that I want to stay relatively anonymous for now, but maybe as time goes by, I will properly introduce myself.
Anyways, I’ll post another update next Monday, and I’ll make sure to add photos of what I’ve been up to in the meantime.